THREEDEADROSES.

running away from the scrunching pain of reality.

2010-10-30T23:02:00.000-07:00

' sorry, but my heart isn't that strong to carry the amount of pain you had left for me.'

hai guys, so sorry that i hadn't post for two months at least. guess its dead, again. ._.
troubles came finding me. now that i can't study, i need to find something to vent my feelings onto. luckily, i still have you, threedeadroses.

I don't know why i am still dwelling, even when i knew the truth. i mean i want to forget everything. really, but i can't bring myself to. my only question is that since your not ready and wounded, why drag me along and pull me into this miserable pain? just so you know, i am dying from hurting from all the wounds you had left for me. thanks so muchhh.

I really love you. a lot. it was like a fairytale, and i thought it would have ended with a happy ever after ending. Not much to my delight though. I don't even know what your thinking, maybe everything was a mistake from the start.

So why the hell do i still get jealous, and the longing for you, even though i hated you for how much pain you had brought for me?

i don't know.

just the way we are.

2010-08-23T22:19:00.001-07:00

when we merged together as one;

i don't like how i am feeling.

2010-08-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

you knew i wasn't good enough. your gentle soul didn't want to hurt me. you chose to give me false hopes, thinking it was a better choice. you wanted the best for us, thinking i will be able to achieve it. But in the end of the day, we know the crowd applauded for you. not us. Its time to face cruel reality. i ain't good enough for you. i will always be a back up, and extra by the stage,
with you, the truly great one shining as the limelight. I know i am not good enough. I wanted to leave the critics, far far away, that i will be left alone. I don't like to be judged. i don't like the feeling of being second to you. You would never know how i felt cause, you will always be the limelight, with that mesmerizing smile of yours, capturing everybody's attention. You would never know how i felt cause, you are the one with the outstanding results, the amazing stuns are all created by you. & you will never know how i felt, cause, its impossible for you to be in my shoes. Cause, i will always lose. to you.

Spell despair.

2010-08-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

You felt like you were on the moon, shining as bright as the stars around you.
But when the sun rise again, its time to face reality.
i ain't no biggie.

Tornado meets volcano.

2010-08-10T19:28:00.001-07:00

ain't no biggie when i fall. Just gonna stand up and try again.

ELEARN, GO SCREW YOURSELF.
One more day to taiwan trip (:
Gonna go out and make my contacts,
byeeeeeeeee :D

I guess the surviving rate is critical.

2010-08-01T05:00:00.000-07:00

Concentration is the ability to think about absolutely nothing when it is absolutely necessary.
-Ray Knight .

I HAVE FINISH PERCYJACKSONWHOLESERIES IN 5DAYS.
why does my parents still want me to borrow book!? -.-
birthday in 5 days!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.
SALTTTTTT!
HEHEHHEHE.
n'day gonna spend it with hong wen!
MISS THEM!

Nose, can't you just bloody sneeze?

2010-07-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

Supermen can't fly.

2010-07-10T06:56:00.000-07:00

Left with no tears. Just left with new strength;

Tomorrow am going swimming, and the sushi-s i made just now was just plain awesome.
HAHAHAHAH.
Went out for xiang sheng just now with 20 other students. meet up with clarabelle first.Went subway for lunch. late and started running from marina square to national library. Sweat much man. she is velly cute, :). Watch the show, spent 4.90 on a bloody SCOOP of ice cream-.-.
Bought Koi after that. went home. Like today.
Okay, sleep tight!

2010-07-09T20:27:00.000-07:00

Each of us literally chooses, by his way of attending to things, what sort of universe he shall appear to himself to inhabit.

- William James.

my hamstring is very very sore! Argh. i forgotten that i have an interview today, so i can't go for the show. Crap!

3 more mins on the comp, need to study soooon! hehehe :). Maybe i should have lunch now, then study. Gonna learn how to make sushiiiii.

heheheh.

Cheers always, (:

2010-07-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.
- Groucho Marx

Romantic Candlelight.

2010-07-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

'When i was 3, everything that revolves around me was eating and sleeping. '

Haihai.
i decided that since i can't post tomorrow, i shall post today.
Went Qingwen's house to watch show, it was awesome.
MINGHO AND NICKHUN IS BLOODY HELL HAWT.
Guys, please stop me from using profanities!
GODDAMNIT.
okay, i seriously need to do my homework now.
kay. bye.

i dont wanna talk it out.

2010-07-04T00:14:00.000-07:00

haihai!
firstly, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO JOY! 6P'09 lovesyou! :D.
Tomorrows gonna be a great day for you! :)
I am gonna order macdonalds tomorrow, its a deal! (:
I haven't start on my maths homework!
& haven't change the lyrics for the taiwan immersion trip.
GRRRRRRRR.
i am so tireddddd.
okay, i want to go out and buy food, soo hungry.

Bye .

I am sticking with this.

2010-07-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, i am dead from linking people. probably ain't a good idea.
Just a quick update, will do up my blog tomorrow,

Bye :D.

Still thinking if i am worth it.

2010-07-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

' im running dead without you' .

Hai.

i am dead from tagging 200photos. serve me right for thinking its a great idea to kill boredom.

hahahah, had fun at wildwildwet with the whole school this week.

so ya, tell me if its worth it. should i just ignore everything, being myself, holding back every tears, that always have the urge to rush out, or whatever shit it is.

Cause i wanna be that girl who is worth the cries, worth the fight. i wanna be the girl who is strong in the heart. i wanna be the girl who is willing, to put her whole effort into what she needs to be focusing on.

Illusional crap. Cause i know i tried, even if i failed. yea am a badass, then you are?

i dont want to rant, really. i am just sick of it. i mean i know everybody changed. but what was the cause for everybody to change. everybody acting like they ain't no last time.

They'll come blaming me like i kept my silence and that i am drifting apart from them. The truth is, I hate them being so chaotic. talk about united, we were never united. for as long as i know, everybody never stop bitching about each other. i don't wanna do something so low life. So i rather keep my mouth shut, i dont wannna be involve in a bitching session.

Cause i know i'll rather them to dislike me, rather then me starting to dislike myself.

yea and you run me down.

it hurts to think about you.

2010-06-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her
that I love her more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

When we collide, sparks fly.

2010-06-26T20:07:00.001-07:00

' & then i was thinking, who was i to you? '

sometime i wonder, why is everybody changing.

Its a matter of fact that people do change,

you can't keep them for the way you want them to be.

its life, nobody can change that.

different perspective makes a lot of a difference.

every time i thought you could be trusted,

you betrayed me with another single lie.

& i was thinking, its hopeless.

you wouldn't change for the better.

Changing revolves everybody,

its just whether your gonna make your fullest of it,

or just plainly misusing it.

i was thinking, why did i even waste time explaining to you.

Telling you, your worth my tears, telling myself, she'll change.

But all i know is that i was deceiving myself.

& when i know the truth, it actually hurts. Really much.

You really worth it? Were you worth all this?

I don't know. Don't want to think about so much.

Cause i know i've got more important stuffs to think of,

to do.

i ain't gonna stop for you, time's not stopping for me.

i learnt to let go, learnt from sacrifices.

I'll never satisfy you, so i shall stop.

Its just plain deceiving.

a facade.

the goal of inspiring.

2010-06-26T06:41:00.001-07:00

' The only way to overcome is to hang in. Even I'm starting to believe that. '

-Dan OBrien

great, cause theres a big fat mosquito bite under my chin!

i want an itouch. BADLY.

alot of homework sia, and my dad's thumbdrive is screwed.

i want school backkkkkkkk :)

Tomorrow, am gonna swim again! can't wait for wildwildwet and freeeeeee doublecheezeburgerrrrr. I don't like the pickles in them though.

had pizzzaaaaaaaa today! you know the ole ole one? i didn't get to it em!

Weeeeeeeee, my hair feeels super soft.

hohohoho, can he like reply me message! TSKKK, :(

I'm glad i tried my best, it seems as though im never tired of trying.

2010-06-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

'Practice as if your the worst , perform as if your the best.'

oh yea, i am tired!

Making an effort to post for two stalkers.

Hahah, i get to go taiwan. :)

Still averaging at 71.5 for academics.

Lousy shit!

Needs to get better.

Ohyeaaaaaaa, next week going wildwildwet.

the whole bloody school.

thats what i call cool man. HAHAHAH.

i am crazy & i am having spasm.

Guess i should stop.

Heeeeeee.

OHYEA, say scooby doo! (:

2010-06-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

Empty promises suck big time.

wee , i like this font! hehehe.

& yea, my sista is staring at the screen to see whether am i gonna do my project.

Woohoo, Opennnn spy!

Daddy say i can't go taiwan.

Understood. but damn sad sia. :(

Ya, i don't accept shit attitude.

You treat me well, i treat you back with sincerity.

You treat me like some bullshit, you don't expect me to smile yea?

I learnt, and i had changed for the better.

Maybe, you need no me anymore.

Better off without me.

okay, grumble no more.

i just realize my headings for my post don't often match. hmmm.

Its suicidal.

2010-06-20T02:22:00.000-07:00

'The will to win is important, but the will to prepare is vital.'
-Joe Paterno.

you ain't worth no shit.

Motivated shitty me!

2010-06-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

'It is a rough road that leads to the heights of greatness. '
-Seneca.

I am gonna stay home and rot whole day. smart of me to not bring my training shoes.

YESH AH! -.- .

Theres this taiwan immersion trip thing! i wannna go badly. SERIOUSLY. but it is like bloody hell $1590. Its applicable for me, but only 35 students get to go. Priority to sec2&3s. Not fair. BOO.

Im Bored.

okay, this weekend, i need to finish :

One maths worksheet.

Contact time worksheet.

English Power Point.

History Power Point.

Geography worksheet.

History worksheet.

i am buzzzzyyyyz.

i am not gonna stalk him. ANZI GOTTA CONTROL YOURSELF.

He is not gonna fall for you, get a life.

Oh oh oh my, oh oh my , gawd!

2010-06-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

'I always felt that my greatest asset was not my physical ability, it was my mental ability. '
-Bruce Jenner

Hellohellohello!

Firstly, i wanna say, thankyou to Constance & stacey for spamming my holy Tagbox.

HAHA, you won a place on my blog post lea!:>

Anyway, first week of sportsschool was considered awesome, i miss it.

Monday went for checkup. kidney still can make it!

Still need to go for some tube surgery , minor!

And blood test! Tiring! :(.

& keifa, sorrry lo! i know me update slow laaaa.

hehehe.

i want to train.

BADLY.

'Champions. they never stop training 'til they get it right.'

i don't want to give up. No.

I want to prove my stand.

I know i can do it.

Every training, every effort i put in counts.

I don't like losing out.

I have already lose out in terms of time & experience.

I won't let that happen again.

i wish i was you. really.

2010-06-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

Me and my boyfriend always tell eachother our wishes.

One night, we were looking at the stars, and his watched beeped to tell him it was 11:11. I asked him what his wish was.

He got down on one knee and said. "I wish you would marry me" and pulled out a ring.

His love GMH.

really, i wish i was you. or maybe, should i say, bless you guys two.

Say ' cheese '.

2010-06-11T03:22:00.000-07:00

Seriously. i need to unpack and pack my bag.

& do my science project.
BLEABLOO.

I like jaden smith.

2010-06-10T04:16:00.000-07:00

Went out with friends to watch the karate kid. SUPER AWESOME. i wanna catch it again! yay yay:D. And i suck at basketball now:(

-daily motivation

i'll try even harder every time,

cause i won't limit myself.

there ain't no limitations,

as long as you believe you can soar.

It does not taste nice to eat spinach alone.

2010-06-09T06:50:00.001-07:00

' you didn't teach me how to forget you.'

hello! update on yesterday, kerstin birthday. so yea, HAPPY 13th!

Today was fun with rachel cheang! hahah, Cut your hair short la please, be as screwed as my hair.

Tomorrow going out with dodges, colan, guihui, and rachel cheang again for the karate kid :D.

heheheh.

JAYDENSMITH!

Wish tomorrow come soon! :D.

yay, my shortshortshort hair-.-.

2010-06-07T02:21:00.000-07:00

oh yea, hair, you can go screw yourself.

i bet everybody wont be able to recognise me! yay! -.-

okay , i shall get over it! :D.

and yea, six more hours to kerstin birthday! muahahahaha! :D

i think thats all.

oh and i still can't forget bout my screwed hair. Boo.

Smile and the whole world smiles with you!

2010-06-06T04:31:00.000-07:00

' If you were ever to notice me. '

Hello world! i wanna get gingerbread man and hearts ring. so cute!

I just gave my smallsmallsmallllllllllll fingernails makeovers! hehehe.

I need to cut to side fringe. Outgrown Bangs sucks!

Tomorrows training Coming! yesyesyes:D.

Oh, i wish mummy had put my christian name in my nric. so cute right!

ANGEL. muahahahahha! okay sorry.

anyway, two more days to kerstin birthday! heheheh!

i wish i have longer nails. Boo.

I need to find someone to study with me tomorrow. SERIOUSLY!

Goddamnit.

Oh and yea. got a new book from mph. Its called- Soul wisdom!

helps me with all those negatives thoughts and stuffs.

& yea, i need to go charge my phone-.-.

-Daily Motivation

Chuck away all those negatives thoughts.

& just give it your all.

I have had my share of pain. now its my turn to shine.

2010-06-04T00:51:00.000-07:00

JADEN SMITH IS WAY TOO CUTE!

hehehehehehehe. The movie can come now. LIKE PLEASE!

Grrrrrr. Nevermind. hmm. 5weekdays have pass, and i haven't even unpack. Oh great.

Science module test! History and science project. okay you know what, i am making a schedule here.

5thJun,saturday. - Going out to meet saffron, Sean koh and Jingyuan. Help to find their performance clothes for teachers day performance. Get swimsuit from saffron, highlights- Buy mcflurry.

6thJun, Sunday. - Go for swimming lessons. After that, study for science module! Arrange time with sarah batrisiya when go science center for history project for military tanks. Arrange time with science group members( Christy, Ayu & keifa) go school and do science project.

7thJun, Monday. - Go for training. Lunch out with trackers, go back home, rest. Go National library, study. Dipna's birthday! :D.

8thJun, Tuesday.- MY DATES BIRTHDAY! kerstin:D. Go for training. Birthday bash for kerstin. Go kerstin house swim :D then Go home.

9thJun, Wednesday.- Go for training. After training, Go home. study!

10thJun, Thurday.- Go for training! Go lunch with trackers, then Go home study! Go shop! :D.

11thJun, Friday .- Go for training ! After training, meet up with rachel cheang and others, Go watch the karate kid! :D

12thJun, Saturday.- NIGHT OUT. :D. Study in the morning:D.

13thJun, Sunday.- Go for swimming lessons, Go home, pack up, go dine out with friends, go school!

Wahlao, alot to plan seyh. and 4 more days :D. hehehe.

todays post gonna be dang long yea. Hmm, Todays training was tiring.

After doing hurdles do 300m , timing! ugh. Happy that i cut of 3 secs.

50sec, Aiming for 48! :D

- daily Motivation.

Our strongest Opponents are ourselves.

So first lets removed the fear conquer us,

Let passion drives us through our training,

Let Us Exceed our limit and make out our own piece of sky.

Watch me fly!

2010-06-03T02:54:00.000-07:00

the karate kid is super uber cute! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i wanna watch sia!:D and he sang in 'never say never',

SUPER CUTE LA PLEASE. hahahaha. i want to WATCH. :D

' knock me with a 2kg medicine ball and i still can't forget you=.='

Hello guys. i wannt the ixus 105 canon digital compact camera NOW. boo.

i am bored. had training just now. tough yea. tired much.

& yeas, 5 days and still counting! hahaha, kerstin:D. Tomorrow my date again la. :D

and i want a hot pink luggage. thats all.

heeeheeeheee. :D.

-daily motivation

watch me fly with my own strength.

passion is something really important,

and i know it will last.

i say i'll be the one to paint my life with colours. and add a bit of sugar yea.

2010-06-02T03:49:00.000-07:00

'bless you. Smile more. cause someone got me learning, that i need not have your love to satisfy, i only need you to be happy.'

Hello guys! and yea 6 days more to kerstin's birthday, 13 more days to sister birthday!:D

Today trained with the hurdles group! We did 6 x 200m hurdles. tiring dong. but increases my endurance so its okay!(: Then, went out with keifa, shuethwei, jiaxi to orchard! Oh yea, sorry, I remember wrong place. if i am not wrong, i actually wanted to bring you guys to far east plaza. tsktsk. HAD FUN TODAY. :) Readaye for tomorrows training, hehehehe. Learning the lyrics for the chinese song :D.

peace yo!

-Daily Motivation.

400m hurdles. i am going to do that in two years time.

Armswing gotta be straight and proper.

leg strides gotta be better and bigger.

Endurance gotta be stronger.

Speed gotta increase.

Come on, i can do it.

Got to believe in yourself.

Cause i can do it. yes i can.

Screw me.

2010-06-01T05:34:00.001-07:00

'It so doesn't help looking out at the crowd, looking hard for you, while never ever getting to spot you.'

hello! yea world, i am a despo trying to revive my blog. Sorry for mia-ing again. It wasn't on purpose. i am lazy. Today was great. Trained with hurdles group. then, went to causeway point with Lesa, Keifa, Raja, Latifa. Awesome! played around metro, muahahah, then they went back first. meet up with Sarah tan! hahaha, your way awesome! bring me around. Thanks for the high waist, A&S, and YEA, thanks FOR GETTING MY EAR PIERCED! :D. And yea, love can't be force, choose how you wanna handle it, i will be behind your back yea.

-Daily motivation.

and yea life, gimme a bit hope la.

determination. i am standing strong.

Hunger for success. Grow it more.

sprinkle it with care and determination.

and someday it will blossom into a beautiful sunflower.

Most idiotic conversation ever.

2010-05-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

Me

stop spamming loser.

2:25pmKeifa

L means glee dong

2:26pmMe

I didnt mean l dong. i mean loser.

LOSER.

hahaha.

2:27pmKeifa

Lame

10:12pmKeifa

2day wat fruit?

10:13pmMe

MANGO.

finished.

MUAHHAHAHAHAH.

10:13pmKeifa

hey!

tats my favourite fruit!

no more fruits for me!

10:14pmMe

HAHAHHAAH

10:16pmKeifa

wat u doing now?

10:16pmMe

talking to bazillionss people:D

10:17pmKeifa

who is your bazillionssssssssssssss

10:17pmMe

ALOT PEOPLE Lo.

10:18pmKeifa

wow so many u noe wat i am talking 2 gazilllllllllllllllions of people!

10:19pmMe

you know what keifa, i am not laughing

10:20pmKeifa

ooo my toes forgot 2 laugh!

10:21pmMe

GAGAGAGAGAGA, mine didnt forgot.

10:23pmKeifa

well mine did and im laughing now hahaha

10:23pmMe

hahhaah:D

10:23pmKeifa

hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahah

10:24pmMe

-.-

10:24pmKeifa

LOSER!

10:24pmMe

You winner meh.

-.-

10:25pmKeifa

i am in my heart<3

10:26pmMe

Yea, not in my heart you balloney

10:27pmKeifa

well its in mine can already no need OTHER people 2 judge i will me myself!

10:27pmMe

hahhaa.

kay la kay la.

you winner.

10:27pmKeifa

kokokrunch la

10:28pmMe

10:28pmKeifa

10:29pmMe

LOL.

10:29pmKeifa

LOSER!

10:30pmMe

wah.

so you want to repeat the whole process.

10:30pmKeifa

yup repeat

repeat

repeat\

10:31pmMe

Go die luh.

10:31pmKeifa

pls repeat!!!!!

10:31pmMe

Shut dap.

10:32pmKeifa

pls

on the account of your gdgdgd fren:(

10:32pmMe

then you winner uh?

10:33pmKeifa

yup

yes we repeated the process the process

and now go update your blog

10:34pmMe

-.-!

i update and put this on my blog.

I'll make sure i own your ass this time.

2010-04-30T20:24:00.000-07:00

When the world says, "Give up,"

Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."

you'll never know how i felt all these weeks. Don't say you understand my life. cause you know what. you don't. i tried so hard. but you don't reciprocate to my feelings. you hardly even care. i tried changing so many times, all those times changing was unnecessary, was uncomfortable. to think of it, i am like living for the sake for you guys. Not for me. I don't know what i was feeling. i still do care. Nobody knows. Don't judge me, cause i don't judge you for who you are. Judging isn't like a game. it hurts. At least i am not plastic, i ain't a fake. i learnt. I won't hurt myself to please. Maybe we all have different perceptive for one and another. But there is not a need to bitch about it. There is not a need to rant. If you have that need. please tell me straight in the face. I ain't afraid to admit. I am a ' pride first' lady. you hurt my pride so many times. How to expect me to calm down. if you do want to bitch. tell me straight in the face. Don't bitch about me behind my back and let me find out after a team talk when we promised one another peace and harmony. is that what you call trust? is that what you call i will always be by your side? all is that what you call two faced aye? you made me fail so miserably, feel so miserable. And you can jolly well get unaffected. and you spin those tales, oh yeah i am such a witch with a b. Oh yeah, you own me in all those module test. and i am not afraid to say. i am pissed. this time, i make sure, i will own your ass. you work hard, i will work double as hard. You study till late at night. i will do the same. Cause yea, i can't afford to lose to somebody like you.

hello. booms.

2010-04-23T22:34:00.001-07:00

guys, sorry for going mia-ing these days. not in the mood dong.

but i am backkkk. i have been a bitch these few days. for neglecting my module test. to care nothing. to ignore. to stare. to hate. to want to skip training. to not being motivating.

i don't like it. i dont want to not care. but i think with you continuing your acts. i don't want to give a damn.

oh, facebook got me so addicted. staying there for a few hours staring into the holy squarish screen doing absolute nothing.

trip to sentosa.

2010-04-11T00:48:00.000-07:00

hah. yay. i am left with myself again.

2010-04-03T19:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating recently. i am like, damn lazzyy.
while, maybe also cause i just, dont feel like blogging.
i guess i want now. cause i am dying of pain.
haha. well nevermind. nationals is coming soon, 4 more days.
24competitiors, straight finals, and 1 sec more to improved.
i seriously. have no idea. how to work this out.
so yea, i guess my life is too screwed for even me to work this out.
i guess i wanna bloody care no more.
thanks alot life. use to think you were inspirational. now i think your just a load of crap. but hey, i am still trying to survive. cause i am still hoping this crap isnt as bad as it seems.

days.

2010-03-27T05:20:00.000-07:00

Days have been fine, though got a bit of shock from you, i still have khalesa Kabeeerrrrrr :D.
Love you khalesa!
your the best!
Must wait for me wake up then can go uh next time, or i also go first!
Bestie necklaceeee :D.

and you. you you you.
Everybodys a hypocrite, but what makes you an exception was that your blaming others for being a major hypocrite. while your the one was having a big problem with your attitude.
you have changed, Got a new attitude, a new crowd for you to act for.
Fine with it.
But i am gonna make you pay for it. i will.
For the seconds, minutes and hours, you had me suffering.
what gotten into you?
Your just not the innocent one i used to know.
i used to be close with.
i used to cry, share, scream, laugh with.
And probably before that, you've been acting too.
i am just at another one of your masquerade party,
looking at you changing your masquerade at each new party,
and leaving the party with Sorrows.
End those parties.
Take of your masquerade.
Or else i will never find that you anymore.

days.

2010-03-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

Worthwhile.

2010-03-21T00:45:00.001-07:00

New blog.
so hello new world.
Gotta start blogging again.
nationals is coming. I am not prepared.
changanzi, you needa concentrate.
but all this crap, is making me lose my focus.
changanzi, no more excuses.
its your life, lead it your own way.