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Friday, April 30, 2010

When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."


you'll never know how i felt all these weeks. Don't say you understand my life. cause you know what. you don't. i tried so hard. but you don't reciprocate to my feelings. you hardly even care. i tried changing so many times, all those times changing was unnecessary, was uncomfortable. to think of it, i am like living for the sake for you guys. Not for me. I don't know what i was feeling. i still do care. Nobody knows. Don't judge me, cause i don't judge you for who you are. Judging isn't like a game. it hurts. At least i am not plastic, i ain't a fake. i learnt. I won't hurt myself to please. Maybe we all have different perceptive for one and another. But there is not a need to bitch about it. There is not a need to rant. If you have that need. please tell me straight in the face. I ain't afraid to admit. I am a ' pride first' lady. you hurt my pride so many times. How to expect me to calm down. if you do want to bitch. tell me straight in the face. Don't bitch about me behind my back and let me find out after a team talk when we promised one another peace and harmony. is that what you call trust? is that what you call i will always be by your side? all is that what you call two faced aye? you made me fail so miserably, feel so miserable. And you can jolly well get unaffected. and you spin those tales, oh yeah i am such a witch with a b. Oh yeah, you own me in all those module test. and i am not afraid to say. i am pissed. this time, i make sure, i will own your ass. you work hard, i will work double as hard. You study till late at night. i will do the same. Cause yea, i can't afford to lose to somebody like you.
@ 8:24 PM